Ugh, so I am still not feeling well. But I am trooping forward. So Saturday I completed some Wii yoga and I am almost to the point where I would go to a class.
So Saturday was pretty low key.. and then it happened. We were watching an episode of X-Weighted. It was a mother and daughter and they honestly did really good, like 60 lbs and stuff. I cried, I just completely balled and Dean held me and I had no idea what got me. But I have thought about it now and it’s two things.
1. I have not been trying as hard as I could be, I am not working out as long as I could be and not eating as strict as I could be. That being said I need to keep my sanity and I had a loss today so I am doing some things right even if it’s not always 100%.
2. I want that support from my mother. I like to think of us as very close but to be honest she doesn't support me. I can lose weight and she says good job, but if I gain it’s well you didn’t do this or that. She is very unsupportive in my journey to losing weight and being healthy because she doesn't see the need for it.
So that was my weekend. I was back to work today and still kind of sick, but oh well what can we do… I joined a challenge this week;
Ali started this one and it should be good, stay tuned as I see what the other participants are cooking up!
Happy Monday!
You're right - at least you had a loss today! I find all it takes is a few days of making a real effort to be on track, see even the littlest loss on the scale, and then I am motivated to try harder. I saw that episode of x-weighted too... love it!
ReplyDeleteHang in there. If you just keep plugging away and doing what you can now... I think your real motivation will return!!!
Yay for the loss!! :)
ReplyDeleteI hope you're feeling better soon chickie, seems to have been awhile now.
What have you made in the slow cooker so far?